Alexander Rakov
FREE WILL, SAVED PARADISE
His voice is not monastic. The voice is such that a faint-hearted person can inadvertently be taken out of peace of mind. Meet Father Gerasim, Hierodeacon of the Holy Vvedensky Convent in the city of Ivanovo, resident of the Sergius Hermitage. For two or three years I asked him to tell readers about his path to God. And having received the blessing of Fr. Ambrose, we are talking in his cell. Father Gerasim begins the conversation like this:
- Firstly, I must say sincerely that I used to be an unbeliever, and that is why I committed a lot of serious - no, not even misconduct, but crimes - which led me to prison. Now I am 47 years old. The last time I received seven years for robbery (Article 146 of the Criminal Code of the Russian Federation). In total, I had to serve about 17 years of strict regime.
TERM
Don't ask "why?"
don't ask when?
You sit - sit, do not indulge in grief,
After all, the term is climbing the mountain,
From which the years open.
Take care of the little things
Pay attention to any sound.
Comprehend this wise science,
Then you will understand that your term was -
no one.
And dreams will be free again
And what is the fault, as before, is unknown.
And, falling into the starless twilight of the abyss,
You wake up feeling guilty.
And that means: there is a law in life.
We all sit, not analyzing the term, -
Supervisory authority with God, -
And everyone will be released to see a dream.
Kirill Podrabinek, b. 1952 (No. 3, 157)
I came to God while serving my final sentence - as I said, seven years for robbery. It was then, in the camp, that I began to think about whether there is a God or not and why things happen to us that are inexplicable, but, apparently, not random ... Then I met a believer, a former criminal who embarked on the path of correction ... I asked he says: “What do you think: is there a God or not?” He replies: “Believe it or not, but a week before my release…” And he told such an amazing story. It so happened that upon his release from prison, the commission appointed him administrative supervision. This means that, being released, he must report to the police every 5th, 15th and 25th, stay at home from 8 pm to 8 am and lead a life that is quieter than water, lower than grass. He decided (rightly decided, I must say) that in this case such a decision is illegal, and he tells the commission that he does not agree. They answer: "We do not ask you whether you agree or disagree - we made a decision, and you sign it." He refuses to sign. They: “Then we will write that you refused to sign.” And he: “In this case, I declare a dry hunger strike until the supervisory prosecutor arrives and protests your decision, because I have not had any offenses lately, and I have the right to appeal your decision.” The head of the colony told him: “Are you scaring us, or what? Handcuff him, take him to isolation!” So he goes to the isolation ward and thinks: “I'm a fool, a fool! Why did I give free rein to the language? After all, now there is a dry hunger strike - do not eat or drink! .. And I, as a proud person, will not give up my words - I will rather die here ... "
The air smells bittersweet of spring. Drops fall loudly from the roof. I'm lying in solitary damp on a cold prison bed. I lie and count the hours ... I am not guilty of anything, believe me! I'm waiting for the scales to sway, tremble with weights - life and death. I'm waiting for my heart to stop beating among the gray stones. The weight of death, alas, is heavier, it will outweigh the weight of life. I lie, and the window bars cut my sky into pieces. I'm lying... And the silence of my narrow damp loneliness is silent.
Nikolai Domogarov, b. 1963 (No. 3, 104)
But now they are fighting hunger strikes - they use artificial feeding: they put some kind of tubes into the esophagus ...
- Now the system is such that hardly anyone will do it. Maybe they won't let you die, but a person will be released from prison already an invalid. He goes to the isolation ward, and suddenly he has such a thought (probably the Guardian Angel sent): “Pray to God!” He begins to pray like this: “Lord, if You really exist, help me, help me out. I don’t know what to do, what to do…” I came to the cell and didn’t eat or drink for five days… I don’t feel like eating, but I want to drink very much… The plaque in my mouth is like chewing toothpaste. He again: “Lord, help me! Why such agony? I honestly served the entire term ... ”And on the ninth day ... And I heard that doctors say (I don’t know if this is true or not true) if a person does not drink water, then on the ninth day his liver spontaneously begins to secrete acetone and destroys itself . He remembered this and again prayed: "Lord, if You exist, help me! .." And suddenly he seemed to fall into oblivion: he realizes that he is lying in the cell, but there is no ceiling. And from heaven, as if on a ladder, Jesus Christ descends and carries a cup: “Here, take a sip!” He took three sips and fell into a deep sleep. And when he came to, he no longer wanted to eat or drink. And there is such joy and lightness in my soul, as if I had drunk a glass of good wine. Controllers began to walk, doctors measure blood pressure: why is he not complaining, lying calmly, smiling more? .. They say: “Stop mocking us!” The prosecutor arrived, signed the resolution on the abolition ... And now, having been released, my friend changed his way of life and went to the monastery.
In the prison yard on a birch,
All in the dawn from the abdomen to the eyebrows,
Criminal life like a rose
The nightingale sings songs.
The conversations have long since ceased.
And, catching every sound with my soul,
Listen to robbers and thieves
Nightingale's golden throat.
The nightingale sits on a blue branch -
Ice melts on a cold heart:
A man sits in an iron cage
And the soul sings with joy.
Priest Leonid Safonov (No. 5, 110)
This story surprised me very much, but it cannot be said that I immediately came to God after it. Everything was a little more complicated. I met another person (he is now a priest). I tell him: “I've been in trouble lately - I don't know why. I never wore a cross in my life, but once I put on a cross - and then gave it away in the isolation ward. After that, the trouble started. Isn’t it because I gave away the cross?” He replies, "Yes, from that." I ask: “What is this cross, why can I get into trouble because of it?” He: “The Cross is a weapon, God gave it to us against invisible and visible enemies and sanctified it with His blood; therefore, you just need to put on a church cross, and all attacks will stop.” I put on this cross and ask: “Well, if He is God, then why was He nailed to the cross?” He, as best he could, explained to me the meaning of the Cross Sacrifice. I say: “So, God can help even now?” - “Of course it can! Not that it can, but truly helps all people. “How can one get in touch with Him? I can talk to a person, ask him, but how about him? “You can also talk to Him. You can mentally turn to Him, you can speak out loud and in a whisper... But it is desirable so that no one sees, no one hears, because you can be considered crazy. - "What words to address Him?" - “Yes, in the simplest words: Lord, so and so, help me! If you want, I will give you a prayer book - you will pray according to the prayer book. And you'll see an ambulance." I say: “So this is the same Jesus Christ that we have on the icons? And the Mother of God? - "Yes. There is Jesus Christ, there is the Mother of God, Nicholas the Pleasant, Sergius of Radonezh - all our saints. This is pure power. There is an unclean power, but there is a pure, holy power, our protection and our help, which is always and everywhere, which will not shame you if you turn to it. I think it's ok, I'll have to try it. I went into the supply room, closed the door… Only one remained… I say: “Lord, if You exist, help me! You know, I have such and such problems…” I began to turn to Him, and He began to effectively help me. I think: “Wow!” If, for example, I didn’t have something necessary, it immediately begins to appear after prayer. Where? And so unexpectedly, and so inexplicably, so ... It is clear that this is not accidental. And the more I turned to Him, the more He helped me. But sometimes he didn’t help ... I went to that person, I said: “Why doesn’t He always help?” He replies: “It would be better for you to meet with Father Ambrose, he travels to prisons with his mother Joanna. They will tell you in which direction it is better to go. I must tell you that just the other day a big poster appeared at our dining room: they say that the confessor of the Ivanovo Holy Vvedensky Monastery, Archimandrite Ambrose (Yurasov), is coming, and everyone who wants to go to confession can sign up. I then read this poster and laughed: “Here are the fools! Found something to report! Who among us will go to confession?!” And I did not think that the Lord looked at me at that moment - and it turned out that I myself was the first to run to this confession. I was waiting for this confession, I had already walked around the barracks the day before: when will the archimandrite arrive?.. To be honest, I was afraid to confess for the first time, because the devil inspires many different fears. Maybe this Ambrose has a tape recorder somewhere in the cross, and that all my confession will go to the KGB, because all the priests are registered, especially if they go to prison ...
- What year was it?
- I think it's 1995... How can it be? It’s scary to talk about everything, and if I don’t talk about everything, the meaning of confession is lost ... And these four days before the arrival of Father Ambrose, I was in constant reflection. We didn’t have any jobs then, and I went and only thought about it. And then he decided: “Yes, be as it will be, if there is a God, then He will protect me. And if He is not there, then there is absolutely no meaning in life. The Lord gives us eternal life, which is why temporal life also acquires meaning. And if you live like a dog: he died and was buried, then why be born at all?”
Did you think so then, or do you say so now?
- That's what I thought then. In general, I made up my mind. When Father Ambrose read the prayer before confession, some inspiration came over me and I told everything as it is. And then asked for his spiritual guidance. He told me how to behave and what to do from now on, what literature to read and how to move further towards God. And this is exactly what interested me: how to approach God, because there was such a feeling that I was standing in one place and I could not approach God, as if He would not let me. And the father says to me: “The thing is this. Imagine: a person asked you for a loan of 100 rubles. You lent him. A day later, he asks again, - he has not yet paid off the old debt. You lent him again. The next day - the same thing, and on the third, and on the fourth ... But it cannot go on forever! .. "I say:" Well, what does God need from me? How can I repay a debt to Him? - “He needs you to confess and bring the fruits of repentance: for starters, quit smoking, stop watching TV, don’t swear, dress normally, and behave like a decent person. And you will see the difference." I think: “Is it really so? Need to try!" But I was embarrassed: it seems like I have a deal with God - I am His alone, and He pays me for it with miracles ... Then they explained to me that there are three stages of ascent: the first stage is when a person is in the state of a slave and does everything for the sake of that fears future punishment; the second stage is when he is as a servant and serves God for pay, and the third is when he is as a son, and one must try to achieve this sonship, but one cannot immediately rise to the third step.
We created an Orthodox community, asked for a room from the administration, and I spent whole days in this prayer room: I liked it there so much! ..
- And how did the unbelieving prisoners treat you?
- Everything is different. Some thought I was crazy. But, after talking with me, seeing that I was of sound mind and thinking even more sensibly than before, they were perplexed. Others didn't even try to understand. The third ignored...
- There was no aggression?
- There was no aggression, because I myself had a decent weight in the underworld. No one could make claims against me, because they knew that I had my own head on my shoulders. The administration changed their attitude towards me: on the one hand, they began to hinder me, and on the other hand, they began to help. So little by little five years passed. When five years were already coming to an end, I said to myself, standing in front of the icons: “Trust in God. As the Lord directs, so be it. I’ll ask the first priest who comes to us how I should be after my term.” Father Ambrose was not allowed to visit us at that time. I got out of prison - and went straight to a familiar priest, to Father Mitrofan, - and he immediately put me on a minibus, and we came to Father Ambrose. John’s mother also came out, and Father Ambrose was there… But that time I didn’t get to the Holy Vvedensky Monastery, but became a resident of another Ivanovo monastery. The monastic life did not burden me, but the spiritual practice that was customary in that monastery did not suit me. There, the monks, led by the abbot, were engaged in psychic programming. So I said to the abbot: “I think that this is a harmful practice!” Everyone was alarmed ... The brethren told me: “Are you smarter than all of us? This is your pride in you speaks! We, twenty people, three hieromonks, two hierodeacons advise you to go this way, but you do not listen to experienced people. Yes, you, brother, are in charms and in pride! I lived there for a whole year, worked in the refectory, cooked porridge for them, but tried not to go to classes. Nevertheless, the hegumen once said to me: “Let me take your hair.” I decided first to consult Father Ambrose. Father says: “You don’t have to get your hair cut there!” So I reported to the hegumen, and he told me: “You either listen to Ambrose, or listen to me.” - "I will obey Father Ambrose." - “Here, go to him, but don’t appear with us anymore!”
I left and first came to the Romanov Compound. This is where he started building. Before, I was not engaged in construction as a professional, I did not have such a specialty. But I'm understanding. At school, I studied normally and did not see anything so complicated in this: it was enough for me to explain it once so that I understood. And so it happened here.
PRAYER OF A MONK
[SERGIEVSKY COMPOUND] I'm leaving for your new house without noise.
God! Yes, squander into the fog
Poor deeds worn fur coat,
The bodies of the miserable caftan.
Your death was sent simple
A new sackcloth, so that
Could I bring to Your throne
Truly imperishable gifts.
Strictly look the faces of the righteous
In the semi-dark incense heat.
- There are no great feats in the world,
Inaccessible to time and darkness.
There is! Send skill and strength
Smite the elusive darkness.
Let me penetrate the fire inexpressible,
beyond our minds.
Yuri Klyuchnikov, Novosibirsk, b. 1930 (No. 1, 9)
What can be done to strengthen faith?
- Once a man said to me: “I read books, but I have never seen a person who would give everything to the poor and go to God. That really doesn't happen." I answer him: “And I’m sitting here and I think that there are no mushrooms in the forest. They cannot be there - I am sure of this, although I did not go into the forest. And you haven’t even gone into the forest yet, but you already confidently judge what is there and what is not there. ” I think that such questions disturb any Orthodox Christian, but any Orthodox Christian must keep his spiritual life a secret, do everything confidentially and discuss his affairs only with a spiritual father. But everyone must do good deeds, because it is precisely through such deeds that our faith is strengthened. Therefore, the Gospel says: where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Now I'm doing obedience building...
- You built a lot here - and it's so beautiful! ..
- Yes, I built it! This is all God's grace, this is the prayers of Sergius of Radonezh, the prayers of Father Ambrose ...
- Of course, but without human hands, nothing would have happened anyway.
- There are many people who were busy here, and they have no less merit than me.
- This is your humility speaks. This is good.
- No, not humility. Here appoint me now as a bricklayer - I can not do anything. Or to build a barn... What can I do there?..
- But you can lead, organize! To discover the ability in a person is a big deal.
- And again I will answer you that all this is given by the grace of God. And if I start to reason in detail and think about my talents, then the Lord can take them away from me. It is better not to think about it: it turns out - and it turns out, and glory to Thee, Lord! Of course, you want something good to be left in the world after you, but the devil sometimes sends various thoughts ... I like to work, because when you work, you see with your own eyes the fruits of your growth. And before that, I lived here for two years, I constantly went to church, did prostrations, akathists, read canons, but I didn’t see any result: no matter how hard I work, everything is like in a bottomless barrel ... And I even became discouraged ...
- You are a doer more than a prayer book.
- Yes. And when I started building, another misfortune came ... I even confessed this to the priest ... I serve at the altar, and extraneous thoughts come into my head: how much brick you need to bring, how much sand ... I say to the priest: “I have a confusion in my head - about all kinds of nonsense I think, but not about the service! ..” He says: “This is due to our weakness ... It doesn’t matter that you think about construction: construction is your obedience, so your thoughts are busy with obedience. And you won’t have a lesson, and something will come into your head that God forbid…” Nevertheless, I try to pray. But here, too, I must say: I remember the spiritual advice that I heard when I was a beginner ... Then they told me: “You don’t rely on your prayer too much.” - “How to understand it? Why shouldn't I pray?" “You need to pray, but think about who you are? You are a sinner. To hope for church prayer - it will be more true. Ask your brothers for their prayers, from priests, from righteous people, and little by little they will beg you. But pray yourself, work on your own, do not despair.” And since then I have been trying to do both work and prayer at the same time, because I know: if I build a temple, it means that the brethren are praying for me, and God hears their prayer and gives me grace. How? It happens that you are exhausted from work - it is at such moments that the Lord helps. Last year, for example, the Lord vouchsafed me to go to Jerusalem. I visited Jerusalem, Nazareth, Bethlehem and gathered such grace there that I had enough for another year. And last year, again, the soul yearned. I say: “Father, that’s it, I can’t!” And the Lord took and managed so that I found myself on Athos. He was on Athos, in Greece, in Meteora, served as a deacon in Bari with St. Nicholas. And again brought so much grace...
- I, Father Gerasim, told you about Roman Rudin - a prisoner from the "Black Dolphin" ... He wrote to us in the newspaper, accused the whole world of his own sins, complained that they had treated him unfairly, - with him, who killed four people with his own hands! ..
Maybe he just doesn't understand something? He would have to read the lives of the saints - he would have cleared up in his head. Where do we draw spiritual strength from, if not from lives? Without spiritual reading, an Orthodox person cannot rise. He also needs to get acquainted with such a church person whom he would respect. Or can he only respect himself?
- I think he only loves himself.
- Well, with such a person you just need to stop communicating! Or maybe he's sick? If a person does not listen to anyone, does not respect anyone, if he notices only himself in the whole world, then this is actually a sign ... Doesn't he have a confessor, doesn't he have a spiritual mentor?
Well, I highly doubt...
- Then what to talk about! Then I am quite sure that the devil is trying to impose his will on him. I think that in this case this person needs to be even more strictly protected from communication with others. Or, perhaps, prescribe an appropriate course of treatment for him? .. Or, if possible, find a confessor - such a person who will be able to explain something - since this guy does not understand human words.
- Father Gerasim, dear! .. A confessor cannot be imposed, you know.
- Yes, you simply introduce: if the confessor is real - he will immediately be able to hurt the soul - your prisoner will reach out to him ... And on my own behalf, I would say this to this Roman ... I hope these words will be useful to many. I was not a monk before, I was a criminal serving a sentence ... I was languishing in captivity - and, of course, I was eager for freedom: I wish I could be free! rather! hurry!... And now I understand one amazing thing: for an Orthodox person, especially for a monk, it is much easier in prison than even in a monastery. This is often the case. Yes, imagine: often! I would even be happy to trade places with him. Much more terrible than the most severe imprisonment is to suffer from the passions that devour us: this is what is truly painful, this is what I would not wish even on my enemy. This is what I want to convey to Roman and all your readers.
- Thank you very much for the conversation, Father Gerasim. I must tell you that I found something soulful in your words. Not in vain did this meeting take place, not in vain!
***
... And Father Gerasim writes poetry. For example:
Volga! How much did you hide in yourself
Childhood barefoot beauty! ..
Free spaces beckoned
Ringing childish voices.
Volga! That's a lot of will!
Volga! This is a song for the soul!
But I had to drink a bitter share
From a well in the camp wilderness.
It's a pity if life goes without a hitch
If there are many bright days.
Why does everyone see only a wolf in me?
Will life take a turn soon?
But if the Lord saves the tramp,
If I am destined to be free,
I'll lie on the shore like a boy,
I will kiss and drink the Volga.
And then we met with the nun Pavlina, a resident of the Romanovsky metochion, with whom we have been friends for many years. And our friendship is special, monastic: I send her patristic books, “blades of grass” by chance or by mail, sometimes I write short SMS congratulations, she prays for the sinful servant of God Alexander.
We walked past the apiary in order to get somewhere comfortable and talk, and I was stung painfully by a guard bee. But we still talked.
And she came to the monastery, where there were no bees, but the heat seemed to press down to the ground. And we talked from the heart. I brought my friend a small fan with a clothespin, and I probably couldn’t think of a better gift in another hot summer. Now, God willing, see you next year...
P.S. I receive unexpected news from mother Joanna (Smirnova):
From the decision of the diocesan council of the Ivanovo diocese of December 9, 2011.
“The abbess of the Vvedensky Convent in the city of Ivanovo, Abbess Maria (Perepecha), by January 10, 2012, is to ensure the creation of a male monastic community in one of the monastery farmsteads;
to include in the composition of this community all males (clergymen, monastics, novices and laborers) now living on the territory of the monastery; to appoint the confessor of the monastery, Archimandrite Ambrose (Yurasov), as the senior clergyman of this male monastic community; in order to accommodate the clergy for the period of carrying them in the monastery of the weekly cycle, the abbess of the Vvedensky convent in the city of Ivanovo, Abbess Maria (Perepecha) to prepare a place of residence outside the monastery fence.
Nun Joanna: “I explain - the order of Bishop Joseph.
Formal reason - Hierodeacon Apellius allowed the teenager (with the consent of his parents) to spend the night in the monastery. Hierodeacon was transferred to another monastery - a male one. And all of us...
Now we won’t be able to accept you either - a ban on entry to all males.” Well, my long-term trips to my beloved monastery have ended ...
(meaning) - About who has the right to choose, freedom of action (Russian proverb).
free will- about who can do as he pleases. (Explanatory Dictionary of the Russian Language (1992), N. Yu. Shvedova, "Free")
The proverb "Free will, paradise saved" is indicated in the Great Explanatory Phraseological Dictionary (1904):
"i.e. free will (can do what he wants), saved paradise (who lives not according to his own will, but as God commands, will be saved)"
"Free will in the literal sense - about the right of free people (not slaves) to enjoy complete freedom of action and transition from one place to another."
- "Free will, saved paradise"
- "To the free will, to the saved paradise, to the mad field, to hell with the swamp."
An expression from the time when serfdom in Rus' was just being formed. At that time, the peasants were divided into free and slaves (serfs). Free peasants could change their place of residence, land, etc. Thus, the expression emphasized the right of a free person to be free.
Examples
"As you know!.. Free will, saved paradise, only in vain do you disagree ... Another time you want to give ten rubles, but you won’t find a drowned man ... "
"Live goods" (1882), a husband who sold his wife, says to her lover:
"But Groholsky is not to blame... My goods, his money... Free will, saved paradise..."
We talked, a sorcerer and a sorcerer from the Bear family, and came to the conclusion: it’s not worth leaving the received knowledge between us. With his permission, I will share it with you, Slavs. I broke the text of the conversation into semantic parts and numbered them.
1: How is such a speech understood in sound words? What will the WORDS of the heading tell us?
WILL \u003d "B" (direction deep-inward) + "OL" (the world of a person's mind - his experience of life in the window) + "I" (his Spirit). It turns out: WILL - the desire of a person's mind to act in accordance with his Spirit.
FREE = a person who acts in life only at the behest of his will, that is, according to the manifestation of the worldview of his Spirit.
SAVED - a person who lives according to the SAVING POCON: You owe nothing to the one who saved you, since he acted of his own free will, saving you. But in reality, a person feels like a DEBTOR.
SPAS = "C" (together, jointly ...) + "PAS" (duty space) = "LIFE IN THE SPACE OF DEBT, OBLIGED ACTION TO SOMEONE).
PARADISE \u003d "RA" (the place where the source of light, knowledge, knowledge ...) + "Y" (limiter of the distribution of the above) - "a limited place of light-knowledge-knowledge" - belongs as part of the egregor of the Russian Orthodox Church.
2: WHAT IS MY WILL AND TO WHOM IN ME IT BELONGS?
It seems that the sound speaker himself (knowledge by the sound of the WORD) has already answered everything quite transparently.
My will belongs to my Spirit in me (it is my essence). If I imagine myself to be free, then I must act in Reveal (in the world of the Universe), listening to the KONS of my Spirit and only him (my Spirit is part of the Law). Therefore, it is realized FREE -WILL.
Saved-debtor = SLAVE (and how, - I MUST!) Does not have a Path to Rule after death. The error is corrected by realizing it, that is, by KNOWING that "free will" (con Spirit).
3: TO WHOM ELSE CAN MY WILL BELONG IN ME?
To the one to whom I handed it, that is, according to whose CONAM I live. I have:
"I" - my Spirit - my true NATURAL ESSENCE. - THE POWER OF NATURE is in me (I am a part of nature in unity with other similar parts make up its integrity), - my power of GOD, creating = giving birth. With it I create = GENERATE the world Reveal. I AM GOD REVEAL. Spirit is a part of the Rule in me, manifested in Reveal as a MAN (object, being).
"EGO" is my artificial essence, my GENERATION in the form of a PERSONALITY. EGO = "NOT I", my MASK.
"PERSONALITY" - my PERSONALITIES (the faces of another me, that is, my role-masks that I created for myself) + "OST" (the bone-axis on which they, the masks, are held in me). The essence of personality- many faces, many faces.
4: THEN WHAT IS THE SOUL?
SOUL \u003d "D" (the sign of the parameter of antiquity as time) + "U" (near, close to ...) + "SHA" (POWER in the form of the will of the spirit of the Subtle World SHA-essence from Navi in the form of an insidious snake-tempter, strength, separating the world into a person and all other objects. The force that divided a single NATURE into separate objects in Reveal, the knowledge of which reveals this illusion and helps to find the interactions of a person and the forces of nature in the acts of BIRTH by him REV. in the TRINITY-THREE-WORLD, and he will receive the capabilities of a creator god. Those who do not know Dey will slip pseudo-knowledge that will never unite anything and lead a person along the created CIRCLE OF LIFE. In short, SOUL is just emotional energy without a clear direction of action. Dei-Dy steals the life force of a person, wasting it on empty emotions, and can also gather energy together, powerfully enhancing the actions of the Spirit in the world-birth of Reveal. He cannot act on his own. He needs the WILL OF HUMAN.
Pre-Christian Rus' did not know the concept of SOUL at all. It was introduced into our worldview (not to be confused with worldview) by Christians. The soul is an illusion, a veil that prevents you from seeing reality. Remember yourself in moments of anger or sadness. How your WORLD PICTURE changes in a moment.
By introducing the concept of SOUL, the Christians radically changed the Slavic picture of the world. Instead of the children of the gods, we instantly became slaves of the Christian gods. (realized themselves) in a world where everything was in abundance to maintain our existence (food-water-plants-fertile land). And Christianity arose in a DESERT AREA, where it was all in short supply and therefore God's servant-man. Psychology of perception of the world we have a fundamentally different one. Christians split a person (his unity of Spirit and body) into a trinity-trinity: Spirit, Soul and body. And everything is separate!
5: And how to UNDERSTAND the words FREEDOM OF WILL? IS MY WILL FREE?
From here, our vocabulary has also changed (with the introduction of the concept of the soul). did not know!
In the 21st century, we all imagine ourselves to be free people. But look around, look around: this one got rich and insolent, and I bend my back on him and am afraid to quit (I’ll be lost!). A drunken husband beats his family. Nobody needs it! (But you don’t need yourself or what?). Here are the consequences: SLAVERY OF THE SOUL. And the substitution of concepts: SLAVERY OF THE SOUL IS SPIRITUAL SLAVERY (when we voluntarily do not live according to the HOUSES OF THE SPIRIT = THE HOUSES RIGHT, but we live according to the LAWS.
Therefore, WILL is confused with PERMISSIBILITY, and FREEDOM IS TRADING (they will give it, they won't give it).
FREEDOM \u003d "C" (see above) + "B" (see above) + "RIM" (the world limited by the RIM-HORIZON LINE around you, the world around you) + "A" (see above) .... ..
FREEDOM - "together and deeply I am connected with the world around me" (A-energy Yin is soft, mobile, like a wave. A WAVE OF LOVE - ACCEPTANCE of the world).
FREEDOM OF WILL is a complete taftology for a person living according to the WILL OF HIS SPIRIT (POKONY RIGHT), such as "butter oil". But for a SLAVE, a phrase that makes sense. Isn't it you yourself, huh? Who replaced the Spirit with your soul? We offer you a tool, magicians, for your own removal of shackles. Or a cure for slavery ... It's as you like, Slavs: YOUR CONSCIENCE is called it!
CONSCIENCE \u003d CO-VEST ... We told you, we gave the message from the KON SPIRIT OF RIGHT,
they brought it and put it on the floor in front of you. If someone raises the instrument, he will know the KON of "WILL".
For us, Magi, the CONSCIENCE tool suggests that in the FREEDOM OF THE WORLD (and a person is a part of this world, that is, a part of the same FREEDOM and is ALWAYS FREE in his SPIRIT) there is a human WILL (as the power of his Spirit).
6: THEN WHAT IS CUSTODY?
CUSTODY \u003d "NOT" (denial) + WILL is for the SERVANT OF GOD. He really does not have his own will "Everything is in the will of God"! - Have you heard this? and hatred). Since he KNOWS (psychologists have already eaten a dog on this!): The subconscious mind (Spirit) does not perceive the prefix NOT. my will in you" (in plain sight I deny love, but secretly I only think about you. That is, I send you energy as if I loved). So what does a person really think about the object of his HATE? : I am so dependent on you that I have become your slave and I don’t want to have my BRAIN from you, but I admit that I have. Marya the Artisan: She, being in a FRAUD (a trance state of obsession, a confused state), says: "What will be, what is CUSTODY, IT IS ALL THE SAME." Remove your CONSCIENCE from the Spirit of FAULT and think about our words before discarding the article in anger.
WE RECOGNIZE and completely! The smell of rotten stuff gives off.
7: WHAT IS THEN "PARADISE TO THE SAVED!" ?
Any place that has a LIMITER is essentially a TRAP. A kind of mousetrap. And cheese? - "Soul Salvation" - a variety of cheese is called. We are not joking at all. PARADISE is a sweet trap for your Spirit. - will reach the forehead.
A fisherman is sitting on the shore with fishing rods. He has already caught a lot of fish. A hungry man is walking by.
- Fisherman, save me! I'm dying of hunger!
PARADISE is a place for slave owners (everything is for you, and you are nothing for anyone) FORGIVING THE SPIRIT in itself creating-creating-giving birth to Reality!-That's what PARADISE is. In Buddhism, this is called SAMADHI (a trap for the GODS), which they just can’t remember why they were born. Read, people, it’s useful!).
I’ll also throw in a question from myself: What then is AD?
A hungry man is walking along the road. A fisherman is sitting on the shore and the fish ear is being boiled. Ready already. Continue? HUNGER is eternal, and satiety is a means to prolong hunger, but after a while. I would like to come to a warm house, but there is no house either. No fish soup, no fishing rods, no ability to fish, no building a house, no ... continue on your own.
HELL is a mirroring of the word "YES", that is, the REVERSE: "YES" ON THE REVERSE is "NO", Slavs! Eternal torment and pain. For the hungry, this is HUNGER, for example. HELL is also a TRAP FOR THE SPIRIT, where everything is the other way around than in Paradise .When the SOUL is hurt, she does not think about the will (she is busy with pain: she will not remember that her SPIRIT has never been a SLAVING).
Okay, I'll tell you another saying: "THE BULL IS GOING TO SCALE. WITH FEET IS OUT OF HAPPINESS." Oh! The board is ending, now I will fall! the trouble of his will is stronger! And he would look back, stupid: five meters across the river there is a bridge, so strong, so spacious! This bull looks like the SAVED from the beginning of the article. - the rescued one doesn’t owe me), but the SAVED ONE is itching: how to repay the debt, huh? Bring money or a gift? spiritual hell) and feed the savior with gifts (put him in a spiritual paradise), and grow wiser and live according to the WILL of his SPIRIT. KIND, TOO), so "DO GOOD FOR GOOD" (DO GOOD DEEDS in Reveal, my friend and yourself, of your own WILL). Live "IN KAIF" (paradise) and live b "IN HUNTER_KOLOD" (hell) - equally bad!
8: WHO ARE YOU, SLAV: A HUMAN OR A TREMBLING CREATURE?
The question of Alexander Nevsky is still relevant for everyone.
I think again we can’t do without a parable. I’ll only tell the story. It will be clearer.
There are many symbols of our faith in Rus', Slavs! And one of them is the Blue Stone near Pereslavl Zalessky on Lake Pleshcheyevo. he was on the altar at the Slavic temple on the top of the mountain). Crawls ITSELF, no one helps to reach the goal, and so for hundreds of years. Neither Christian prayers nor curses helped to KILL him. its purpose. Here the altar was buried in the ground for a long time (the stone monoliths were BURIED) and the cross looms at the top, and all the monasteries in the area are ringing bells: REFUSE, SLEEP CALMED IN THE WORLD.
And Yarilin's mountain is calling! And the stone is crawling. As long as our faith is alive (OUR GODS AND POKONS), it will CALL your Spirit THE CONSCIENCE OF THE ALARM! commit suicide or sit in the darkness, celebrate Christian slavery, etc.). But the WAY is chosen by the Spirit, and the person realizes!
Remember, other people's roads will always lead to someone else's threshold and to someone else's goals. There is only one Way to your Spirit - YOUR OWN, and we, magicians, know what it's called:
"FREE - WILL; SAVE - PARADISE!"
REQUEST from us to you, reader: DO NOT HURRY, sit down and think. Write the answer in the comments if you want. Write as FREE: what do you think, and not what was ordered by whom.
